|Sep. 11th, 2006 @ 12:52 am .|
I just hate when everything I think I know, turns out to be a lie. I'd like to find a person (other than the people I trust more than life), especially a person HERE in Fredonia who is actually my friend, who actually likes and repescts me for who I am. I'd like someone to care as much about me as I do about them. I know this is entirely too much to ask. I am just sick of being lied to, of being patronized. I'd rather live alone than keep on living a lie, pretending for other people's benefit. I don't like to be dramatic and I don't like to exaggerate or make things worse than they are...I don't want to be upset and I don't want to sit here hating myself thinking that I've done something wrong when I know that I haven't.|
All I want is for once people to care.
That's pretty much it.